So…. it’s been a really long time since I have posted anything on here. I have been talking to myself a lot, but not sharing much. Because I am a broken record. I keep telling myself the same things and I am realizing that you can only break a cycle by ACTING and THINKING differently… and not going back to what you thought before….or losing hope in yourself.
You have to have some sort of faith in yourself even though you are human. I think that’s why I have such a hard time with forgiving myself, just because I know the capacity to which we are all capable of being, and that is scary. But fear breeds guilt, it breeds sadness and it breeds control….it also creates patterns of behavior.
I don’t want to be scared.