I hadn’t written in this blog in a long time, and when I did, a couple people actually read it. I thought this was my little space in the cyber world to ramble about whatever it is I felt like rambling about at the time…didn’t think anyone still followed this thing… As far as my current ramblings… today I guess i was in sort of a blah mood. I didn’t feel like I was in a blah mood, until someone said something, then I was like, hmm.. I guess I am sort of in a blah mood. I don’t even know what that means. It is sort of in the middle of angry and happy. Mostly apathetic but not even caring enough to be apathetic… just… blah. It isn’t negative or positive.. I guess sort of the neutron of moods.
It was an interesting day. Sort of contemplative… of what.. I couldn’t tell you. I have been feeling like the foods I am eating are starting to get to me.. I have been eating a lot of crap and fast food.. which I never used to do before – I couldn’t have told you the last time I ate fast food, now I eat it probably every day. It’s because I am so unsettled.
I need to post another blog about my unsettledness and not really having a “home.”