talking to myself

July 25, 2008

most of my posts…

Filed under: Life — Tags: , , , , , , , , , , , — crazygina @ 11:05 am

So I was reading through my posts… and I’m realizing that they almost all have some kind of theme to them associated with change. Perhaps that is something that is always on my mind in some way or another. It’s something that my life revolves around.

I started to think about the way I live my life and the amount of change that has occured in my life due to myself wanting to please other people instead of what I want to do… and it always seems like I am unhappy the more that I focus on others needs because I always want to help those who feel like they don’t need help or want help so I get taken advantage of. So….onto more change… more change in the persuit of happiness.
It really doesn’t take much to make me happy. I like to think of myself as a pretty easy to please person. Small things make me happy. I can handle the big stuff on my own much easier – I just need help in between. Anyway – I love change.. that’s probably why I talk about it so much, because I find it so interesting. Not sure if anyone reading this finds it interesting.

On another note – since I started blogging… for some reason – I feel more confident in myself. It’s like – I get on here – put my thoughts out there … and then it’s out. I hold back a lot of myself sometimes worrying that anyone will get to know “the real me” – even though my friends will argue that they all know the real me, and that I am easy to figure out … Maybe I am?! I guess that isn’t really a bad thing.

This weekend should be cool – I am going out to another dance thing with MUST.NOT.DIE and then saturday I have an acoustic show at the java lounge and sunday another show at the upstairs. oh man I wish I actually made money on these shows sometimes.. it’s so much work!! I just keep telling myself to be patient. It has been over 10 years I have been doing shows and I think that finally it may be coming around …. but the music industry is so up and down.
Ah well – KEEP ON KEEPIN ON!!!

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2 Comments »

  1. You so rock! Thanks for the comment, and you are sooooooooooooooooooo right!

    sdm 😀

    Comment by sdm — July 26, 2008 @ 4:11 pm

  2. Hey Gina,
    Interesting…I think that’s a good idea…after some time blogging, to reread some entries and pick up some common themes.

    I sometimes do that with my dreams, but didn’t think about it for my blog.

    It’s good you spotted ‘change’ as a major theme for you. And I think in another more recent post you mentioned ‘process.’

    For many others, they say they write blogs in order to purposely initiate change. For me, I just hope it reduces my procrastination and fear of writing….

    Have a good one,
    Patrick

    Comment by Patrick — August 7, 2008 @ 9:59 am


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