talking to myself

July 27, 2008

weekend blogging…

Filed under: Life — Tags: , , — crazygina @ 1:25 pm

I don’t normally post on the weekends since I usually have a ton of crap going on – but I felt compelled to today.

I lost my phone. Again. Twice in a week and a half. I wasn’t even that intoxicated this time around and somehow it still found its way out of pocket and who knows where.

I don’t want to have to buy another new phone again because then I am going to be broke as all hell 😦

But…. I suppose I do what I have to do. I was hoping that I was going to get a message of some kind from someone telling me that they found my phone…. but… nope.

So… guess it means that I am going to have to just suck it up and buy a new one again. I have a show tonight and tuesday and interviews this week so I can’t really be un-reachable.

I don’t know how I feel lately and it’s really confusing me. I am still in this state of optimism – but it’s in direct contradiction with things going on around me. It’s kind of like everything is just in one big blur. Like none of it is real. I woke up this morning and even though I ate – I have been really dizzy. So dizzy that I almost fell over and/or feel like puking. I slept too. I think maybe it’s nerves – antsy about the show tonight and about the phone thing – but I definitely feel like I have put myself in a surreal state of mind…. very odd.

fuck.

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