talking to myself

January 9, 2012

Yea I know..

Filed under: Life — crazygina @ 11:47 pm

Yea I know that life is unexpected. Yea I know that things can change in an instant, but how come when something happens, somehow even though I know… I am still surprised? How do you live a life with the impending doom of everything? The unknown… whether it be good or bad…whatever it is.. the ups and downs. This is different. This feels different. This feels real… but also feels unreal. It’s scary. What is so scary about it? The extremes… that is where I go. I don’t want to go anywhere. I don’t want to keep starting over. Isn’t that life though? Every day is starting over. Every day is a new day. If that is true, doesn’t that mean that every day is an opportunity to change things? What is the point of any of it. I don’t even know. I don’t even know if I care anymore.

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