talking to myself

February 4, 2012

I don’t know how I feel about this “love” thing…

Filed under: Life — Tags: , , , , , — crazygina @ 11:28 pm

I want it. I want to feel it, but I really don’t want to at the same time.  It is scary for someone you love to tell you that your love is temporary. That they know your love won’t last, or that love in general doesn’t last. That real love, real friendship or real honesty just doesn’t exist. I want to have faith in something more. I want to have faith in love and in a lasting relationship… it’s so hard when the other person is so sure that it won’t last. … because everything in life ends. That may be true, but why talk about it… why bring it up. Of course we all will die eventually… but you don’t need to remind me!! Why tell someone when they say they love you, “well you feel that way now..”. It may be true, maybe my feelings will change.. but why would I ever ever want to imagine myself without the feeling or the love that I feel at this moment. Perhaps it is to protect yourself or somehow protect me… but it hurts. It really hurts… and that sucks. 😦

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1 Comment »

  1. thank heavens you havent given up on love and youre still feeling it 🙂 its nice knowing we’re very much alive

    Comment by Just Kas | Runaholic — March 7, 2012 @ 11:29 pm


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