talking to myself

September 30, 2019

I see me

Filed under: Life, Venting — Tags: , , , , , , , — crazygina @ 11:46 am

I am absolutely fascinated at the growth and change that is happening in my relationship. I have never had a healthy relationship before… so I never knew this was possible. To talk things out. To feel upset and then everything is still okay.

We had triggers and blow outs and fighting matches growing up. I never knew that I could disagree…talk through it (no fighting)… and come to a resolution. That I could face my fears and my demons and trust that there will still be a relationship tomorrow.

Abandonment is a bitch!! It has allowed me to put up with the most horrendous relationships and people… all because of fear, low self esteem and sadness.

I no longer allow fear to guide me in my relationships. I feel strong, secure and proud to have those in my life who love and care about me. I am worthy and alive and happy.

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